Monday, July 29, 2013

Meet Pocono


He's cute, he's fast, and he's a real good fetcher.  He's also got some really sharp claws.  Brian has been scratched and poked a few times.  I've been rather, um, cautious myself.

By the way, his original name was Clyde.  No, I'm not kidding.  We changed that pretty quick.

He's a real cutie, but we still need to take him to the vet, so he's still confined to the lower family room.  All in good time!  He absolutely loves Brian.  I haven't been with him much yet for him to form an opinion of me, but I don't doubt he won't know what to make of me.  We'll see!

Saturday, July 27, 2013

Big News

Folks-

This is big.

We are now the owners of a four-month old kitten.

For those that have known me a while, this news is so shocking it is almost scandalous.  I have never owned a pet, save the beta fish someone gave me in college.  I named him Boaz, and for the record, I was rather upset when he died.

If you have been a reader of this blog, you know about the mouse incident that occurred in March. We had thought about getting a cat then, and were pretty close to it, but decided against it at the time because Brian had so much going on at work and we realized he wouldn't have any time to train it.  Obviously, I wouldn't have been a good choice to train the cat.

After we had another mouse one week ago, I had had enough.  I do believe the mouse scurried in from the garage when Brian opened the door, though I didn't see it until hours later.  I further believe the mouse entered the garage one night when the garage door was open for quite some time as Brian was selling an appliance to some people.  I had even said to myself that night, "I hope a mouse doesn't get in the garage."

Last Thursday night, I was sitting in our lower family room watching a movie with Caleb, and I saw the unwanted creature scurry in.  I didn't scream or overreact.  Almost automatically, I of course grabbed Caleb, and I also picked up his blue rocking chair and his nursing pillow (thinking to myself "no way am I coming back down for them"), and I flew up the stairs.  How I carried all of those things I don't know, because Caleb wasn't in the chair.  The chair was entirely separate.  When I got upstairs, I also discovered I somehow even managed to bring up his burp cloth and the journal where I write down all his feeding times.  That's nothing short of miraculous.  Who knew I had such an ability?

I called Brian in a fit of despair.  He was on his way home from his second job giving music lessons, and I told him to hurry home.  I called my mom and asked her to pray.

I won't keep going with the story, but that mouse was caught in a trap.  You'd think we could get on with our lives just fine, but no.  Now I have memories of seeing not one, but two mice in my home. Something had to be done.  Desperate times call for desperate measures.

The very next day, we went to an animal shelter, coincidentally in the same town where Caleb was born.  We picked out a cat, but we had to wait about a week for him.  We just brought him home today.

So it is a new experience for me to live with a furry creature.  He is cute, but since he is a kitten, I'm easily startled by his sudden movements and I'll admit I fear for his claws around Caleb.  (Oh, let's face it.  I'm also afraid of his claws myself!)  We will be very careful until we know we can trust him.

I will post a photo of him as soon as I can.  Brian is with him now, and we are limiting the cat to one room so he can adjust a bit to life outside the cage.  I haven't been with the cat much yet because I'm busy seeing to Caleb, but soon enough, soon enough.

His name is Pocono, by the way, and this sudden addition leaves me totally and completely outnumbered around here.

I'm hoping for a daughter next!

Update:  Pocono is already proving his worth by killing a spider on the wall in the family room.  Brian said it wasn't even very big, but he found it.  This cat just might worm his way into my affections.

Yes, I still need to take a photo.  Both times I went down to see the cat with Caleb in my sling, Caleb got very fussy and I had to bring him upstairs.  I'll get one soon, I hope.

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

Birthday Blessings

Yesterday was my birthday.  Instead of spending it with one guy, I'm a lucky girl that got to spend it with two.

 Brian, my true love #1.

Caleb, my true love #2.

I was thinking yesterday that this was my third birthday in a row with a new situation.  Two years ago, I was an engaged woman.  One year ago was my first birthday as a married woman. Yesterday, it was my first as a mom.

Sadly, it is the first birthday that I did not celebrate with my family.  In all my life, I've only missed two birthdays at home in NJ.  One was last year because we were getting ready to close on our house, but Brian and I went a couple of weeks early and my family had cake for me then.  In 2005, I spent the summer in Pasadena before heading out to Prague for a year, and my family had an early birthday/going away party for me.  

Thank goodness I had two handsome men here to keep me from being lonely.  Brian took me out to breakfast to a place we had frequented when we were dating, and he took me there last year on my birthday.  I kept thinking that it was such a blessing to be able to bring Caleb with us.  

I "assisted" Brian in making my birthday cake.  Perhaps next year he can do it by himself?  I told him I'd still be there to supervise.  (And no, we don't use box mixes around here.  Homemade all the way.)

In any case, I am abundantly blessed.  I love my boys and I am very happy to be the #1 woman in both of their lives.  

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Two Months

Dear Caleb,

How can I describe what a joy it is to be your mommy?  I don't think I can without sounding like a Hallmark card, so perhaps I won't even try.  Just know that my heart bursts with happiness every time I look at you.

While I love being your mom, I was not prepared for how achingly vulnerable I find myself as a parent.  This life that we live is such a fragile and delicate thing, and the thought of harm coming your way makes my eyes water.  I love you with the very best that is in me, and I truly and gladly value your life above my own.

When you smile, I smile along with you.  When you cry, I attempt to ease your distress.  When your curious eyes watch the world around you, I try to spot the fascination that you see.  When you are awake, I often talk to you about Jesus, and when you sleep, I pray you will come to know and love Him.

How I cherish every day with you!  All too soon, life passes us by, and in a flash, you'll be getting married.  So here I am, watching you at two months old, and I am savoring every moment.  I am reminded of a quote by Laura Ingalls Wilder, who said in one of her books, "Now is now, and it can never be a long time ago."  How comforting it is to know that our mind's eye can capture these fleeting moments forever, and in a sense, you will always be your mommy's dear little boy.

I love you, my Caleb Bear.  I am wonderfully blessed to be your mom.

Love,
Your mama

Tuesday, July 9, 2013